Monday, December 6, 2010

impian aq....

(my honey bunny sis)
(my special sis)
law cter sal impian@lbh d knli sbgai dream..wah inggeris lk aq...mmg ssah nk ckp..coz scra basic ny lh kn..impian owg kn kait kn ngn ape yg kter cita2 kn...n scra am ny kter akn dgr owg ckp...emmmm.....law dh brjye nk bwk ayah ibu g wt umrah,nk kje yg elok,nk brjya lam idup...law impian yg cmnie..mmg lgsg xdramtik...try lh dramatik ckt..bwu kaw impian 2...nie x..ari2 aysik kter dgr owg ckp bnde yg sme tntg impian....so bored....
hahhahahha......jgn igt aq xde impian....law MAYA de impian...alah MAYA lam cter ADAMAYA 2...kt tv3 ....aq pn de impian gk...p aq xthu lh..sme de impian aq nie trcpai @x...coz ajal maut cmue ktntuan allah....mner lh thu..aq plan2 ngn impian aq..cm2...tbe2..de yg dtg mnjemput aq...lk...utk slma-lama ny...huhhuhuhuhu....ya allah..mtx jauh lh lu...bia lh impian aq tr cpai lu...n byk wt    phla..yg pntg aq dh wtpe yg allah sruh...insyaallah...aq akn brsdia...
Mmg lh impian aq pn cm ko owg gk...nk brjaya,nk bwk fmly aq g umrah,nk de umah bsr,kereta bsr,n cmue lh yg bsr2...p xnk lh suami yg bsr2...hahahahhhahaha...
brgr0w ajer....laq ko owg nk thu impian aq....j0m bce tntg impian aq...
jeng2.....aq..mmpnyai byk impian..p antra impian yg aq nk sgt..adlh....
aq nk tgk adeq aq yg n0 2 leh brjln n yg pling pntg leh bwk dri ble dy dh bsr..aq xnk tgk dy d ejek oleh owg laen yg mmpnyai ksmpurnaan...coz adeq aq xlh smpurna cm kmu smue...adeq aq sowg yg tbah..law pn dy xleh brjln cm insan yg laen..p mmpnyai smgat yg kuat utk brjln..law ko owg nk thu..dy cm5 mngis coz try bljar brjln gk law pn skt....kdg2..aq tgk dy..lbh2 ag wktu ptg..bdk2 kt umah slalu ejek dy..coz dy xleh jln..p dy wt bdo jer...dy xksh pe owg nk ckp kt dy..dy ttp epy kn dr dy...law pn aq thu yg dy sgt2 trgin nk naek bskal cm owg laen,nk prgi sek bse bkn khas..dy trigin nk pkai bju cm princess...p 2 cmue dy xdpt..coz dy xleh brdri lbh lme...
aq sdh ble igt kn dy..aq nah trpk..cmner lh 6ti law d tkdir kn allah..aq prgi dlu..spe lh yg akn sggp jge adeq aq..aq xsggp owg hina adeq aq...coz 2 cmue bkn khndak dy..dy d lhr kn smpurna..p d sbb kn kslpan seowg dkt0r tlh mmsnah kn mse dpn dy...APAKAH 2 CMUE ADIL UTK ADEQ AQ...???AQ TNY....ADKAH ADIL..???mngapa mnusia skrg ble tgk insan yg xsmpurna d ejek,d ksri,d hina,d maki...hny krna dy insan yg lmah...p kmu cmue x 6pak..d sblik ketidak smprnaan dy..de klbhan yg lbh tggi dr kmu cmue yg d anugrah kn pd insan nie...aq kdg2 xphm ngn pmhaman mnsia skrg,mreka lbh agung2 kn dr mreka n mghina insan yg lmh...kter sptut ny igt,bhwa xde mnsia d mka bumi nie yg smpurna..kcuali owg yg d khndaki oleh allah s.w.t..
2 mrupekan impian aq...yg aq arp akn jd knyataan....
impian yg ke-2 adlh...aq nk sgt mrsai ksh syg dr seowg ayh....n mmpnyai kluarga yg bhgia cm owg laen...law nk cter sal fmly aq..agk xelok..bia lh rhsia....smjak aq d lhir kn ke dnia nie..aq xnah pn mrsai ksh syg dr seowg insan yg brname ayah...mmg aq de ayah..p ayah hny skdar nme...shje..ksh syg dr ny xnah aq rsai...yg aq rsai adlh kbncian yg amt sgt...aq thu..mmbnci ayah adlh trglong dlm dsa bsr..bak kta pepatah law xde ngin..mse kn pkok brgyang...dy sndri yg wt aq bnci ngn dr ny...hurmm....bia lh..pe2 pn aq dh mp kn dy..yg slbih ny..2 ursan dy ngn allah..agpn aq xde hk nk hkum dy...coz aq bkn lh spe2...hny lh seowg ank n hmbe kpd sang pncipta....
impian ke-3 aq ia lh...aq nk sgt...bljar bhse korea n jepun...aq mmg mnt gler r bhse korea n jepun nie..coz bhse yg agk unik n ssah nk bljr...agpn aq mmg pmnat korea n jepun...kt laptop mama n pc kt umah pnuh lgu dri smue band n pnyanyi aq de...movie2 pn aq de...cm5 cm 2 skli mnt ny aq kt bhse korea n jepun nie..ko owg nk thu x...aq nk brjnji ngn seowg insan nie..yg aq kn brsaha frther stdy aq kt korea@jepun... bg myempurnakn impian aq...n sbgai hbuan ny..dy ckp ngn aq..tmt jer stdy aq kt korea@jepun, col@msg dy..ble aq nk blik n dy kn tggu aq kt KLIA..n bwk aq g btik ZARA...coz dy nk aq sndri yg plih...hahahahahha...mmg lwk...r..p aq jnji..aq kn tnai kn kta2 aq..coz aq dh brjnji..n aq xkn mgkri jnji aq kt dy....p sbnar ny..aq xksh sgt sal ZARA 2..coz btik ZARA ssah nk cri yg tui2 hlal...kbykkan ksut2 kt ctu cmue klit cik B...law pkaian 2 xtaw lh lk.....pe yg pntg..impian aq trcpai...insyaallah....
impian aq yg ke-4 ialah..aq nk sgt...bke tmpt owg2 tua n knk2 istimewa...coz aq cker tmpt yg cmnie..kt ctu aq ase lbh amn n aq ase hlg sgle pnat lelah aq..ngn tgk glagak mreka...bg aq..mreka lbh mmerlukan kter..coz kbykkan insan2 nie...pd pmkiran mnsia skrg..ia x lh pntg sgt..bah kn xprlu pn...aq xksh law idp ngn mreka coz aq dh bse n aq hny brpgang 1 jer...aq kn sntiasa igt asal-usul aq...dr mner aq dtg n kpd spe aq kn kmbli....yg pntg..smue mnsia d ats mke bmi nie adlh sme..xkre dy smpurna@x...coz xde yg smpurna....
Dan impian yg last aq adlh....aq nk wt novel khaz utk suami aq n mgelilingi dnia...ngn owg yg aq syg...lam novel 2 6ti ..aq kn cter bgaimner aq ngn si dy brtemu n cmue ksh tntg aq n dy....pht mnis..cmue akn aq tlis lam 2....dan duit dr pmran n jualn bku 6ti aq akn agih kn kpd insan yg mmerlukan...mgelilingi dnia jge slh 1 dr impian aq..aq tringin nk mgelilingi dnia ngn seowg insan yg aq syg... kmne sje...p tmpt yg pling aq nk g adlh..tmpt 7 keajaiban dnia...aq nk sgt tgk..kt mner ajaib ny..n bgaimner tmpt 2 d nme kn cm 2......
2 cmue adlh impian yg aq nk sgt ia trcpai...dan aq arp aq dpt merealisasi kn impian aq spya mnjdi knyataan...ngn usha yg kuat n slalu brdoa kpd allah sw.t...insyaallah..n aq prcye..impian aq kn jd knyataan..
AMIN.................
SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH....^__^

Sunday, May 23, 2010

mungKin kah dy yg aK cri....^__^

slm..pd cmue yg sdi mmbce kisah aq nie....
ksh nie agk lcu coz aq ngn dy sme2 xknl....
n yg pling pntg sme2 xnah de prsaan pn..
Dy yg aq knl..hurmmm...
sombong gler... dh lh pndek,btak,mke cm cina n yg pling pntg xencem pn..
p aq agk hairan cm mne lh aq leh sngkut ngn dy..
OH GOD!!!!!.....
Nver mine..pe yg pntg aq epy ngn dy law pn aq ngn dy slalu gduh..
nie cmue aq lh pny psl...ia r..asyik test dy jer..
hahahahahhaha......mmg lcu law igt blik...
aq knl dy kt PLKN..wah gtu..hahahahahha...Kbnyakkan owg akn ckp..hurmm..
law kt PLKN..mmg xkn lme lh coz ikt kntrak...2 lh yg slalu owg ckp..p pd aq..aq ssah nk jth aty..
so dh jth aty nie..mmg ssah nk ptus..coz aq kn syg dy cm aq syg dri aq sndri...
aq mse mle2 mnjejakkn kaki ker KEM BUKIT BESAR,KULIM KEDAH..mmg seowg yg low profil..aq lbh ske sndri n pe yg pntg xde owg knl aq..cme bdk2 yg 1 bas ngn aq jer akn knl aq..p juz bdk gulz jer lh..xkn lh nk pr0m0te nme kut..
aje gler..hahahahha...owg yg firt2 aq knl mse aq naek bas nk g PLKN 2...adlh..ARA,AYU N ZIRA..aq mmg rpt gler r ngn dy owg..trutma skli ZIRA..bg aq she is so kind person,caring,soft n more lh..owg kta leh wt jd mnantu r..fisrt clz gtu...bkn cm aq..hny allah jer yg thu..hahahha
Idp d kem byk bnde yg aq pljari cnt0h ny skp mnsia..dr ctu aq leh bljar yg mner leh wt kwn n yg mne leh wt lwn..kt ctu gk aq d bri cm2 ujian dr allah..p nk xnk aq kne sbr coz aq brpgang pd 1 jer..skrg ak kt tmpt owg so wt dont know jer@lbh d knli sbgai wt bdoh jer...so perfect...
0k..brblik pd st0ry ak yg asl..mmg ak mle2  low profil..yer lh xknl spe2..p ble dh knl..wah ku tnjuk skp ku yg sbnr ny..gtu..bak kta ment0r..tnjuk ajr ku sifu..hahahhha...aq rmai kwn kt ctu..aq nie seowg yg cker snyum n cker tgur spe2 jer law pn owg 2 aq xknl..coz dr ctu lh aq akn knl mrka...n dr ctu gk lh trjd ny 1 ksh d mner aq d tduh mrmpas bf bdk2 kt ctu...aq xnah pn trlnts nk rmpas-mrmpas nie..coz xleh pape pn..mmg cdh..time 2,owg yg pling prt ngn aq lk zira ngn dy..jeng2...n0 kntr0vesi....hahahaha..sblum aq rpt ngn dy,aq xthu pn yg dy asyik usha aq...
bngga lk ase...gonjol lh aq nie kn..hahahha..aq knl dy tme kter owg nk wt presntation utk cmpany charlie..2 nme cmpany aq taw..cmpany yg pling hot n vote gtu..time 2 aq ngh wrne bndera..tbe2 jer dy ngn kwn dy dtg tgr aq..dy tny nme aq..p aq ckp aq xde nme..coz aq xnk owg thu..bse lh kerek lh kta kn time 2...sblum presntation,aq trmra lk kt dy..bkn ny sngja..dh dy tbe lk nk trik dr..gtl lbh..owg dh elok2 ssun,dy lk wt hal..so ngn ase bgga ny aq pn mra r dy,aq ckp xnk ker nk ker kne gk coz dh ssun..emm..pdn mke..kn aq dh mra..p lps 2 aq mtx mp blik ngn dy..dr ctu lh aq ngn dy smkn rpt..dy tny nme aq,so aq pn bgtw lh nme aq..thn aq tny nme dy lk..dy ckp nme dy..iki n nme pnuh ALFIN ZIKRI..brmula lh sesi prknlan ntra aq ngn dy..hahahahha...
aq slalu ejek dy ckp dy smbong ngn aq..hahahaha...mmg jht..kt sne mmg rmai boy yg knl aq n nk kwn ngn aq..dy nah ckp yg aq nie kn h0t kt kem..so xnk r ejas..coz bdk 1 dorm ngn dy cker gler kt aq..adui mmg pyah time 2..dh lh ngn owg ckp aq cm 2..mmg bntu gler r..aq mse 2 xnah trpk pn nk cple2 nie..coz aq dh srik d prmaen kn..skt wa ckp lu...p d sbb kn lri dr ftnah owg n xnk owg kta,aq wt 1 kptsan yg amt drstik..aq mtx cple ngn dy...dy mmg trkjut gler r..dh aq maen srang xpkai hlmet..tme 2 aq xbgtw dy pn pe sbb ny aq nk cple ngn dy..bkn krne aq cker kt dy..p krne trpkse..aq kcian gk kt dy coz trpkse jd kn dy kmbing itam aq..mjur lh de zira.aq luah kn kt dy pe yg aq dh wt..zira pn trkjut bruk wa ckp lu..mner xny,cker pn x,de aty pn x..tbe2 thu dh cple..mmg gler r...zira pn nchat kn aq spya brtrus trang ngn dy coz tkt 6ti owg ckp aq hny maen kn prsaan owg n 6ti owg aim aq lk..so ngn brani ny,aq brtrus trang ngn dy..alhmdulillah..dy leh accept..coz tme 2 pn dy agk plik gk coz aq tbe2 jer mtx cple ngn dy...p xpe d sbb kn dy mmg dh de aty kt aq dr mle2 knl aq..dy xksh..jnji aq ngn dy..dy mmg baek sgt..2 lh fsrt2 aq jpe boy yg baek sgt..huhuhuhuhuhu....aq..pn cple lh ngn dy..p d sbb kn aq xde feelng kt dy n aq xpsti ngn feelng aq sndri..aq jd acuh xacuh lk nk kt dy..aq pn mg0n sgt tme 2..aq xthu nk wtpe...aq try nk de feelng kt dy p ttp xleh....ish....ase tme 2 lh..aq ase brslh ngn dri  dy...ngn tkdr allah..ari 2 tbe2 aq 6pak de gulz laen pgang pipi dy..mmg mnah 2 bkin wa pnaz je...aq pn trus lri msuk clz coz time 2 de claz...aq xbrckp sptah pn..lam claz..ckgu kem tny..aq jwb sptah..ckgu agk plik gk ngn prbhan aq..n kwn2 pn plik...ktika 2 aq gdh ngn zira coz de owg yg try rsak kn prshbtan kter owg..brtmbh ag sdh aq..lam dorm aq d knli sbgai adeq..so aq de mami..mami ak lh tny npe aq agk plik n aq pn luah lh kt dy..so mami tlg aq slesai kn mslah ak ngn iki..nie..aq jpe n aq ckp ngn dy..lam aty nie ckp cmnie lk,wak lu aq lum ag pgang ko..ko dh bg mnah cna lk...mmg pnaz gler r tme 2..law greng ikn aq ase maw trbkar ikn 2...nk tnjk ny..mmg mra r..akhr ny..mslh aq ngn iki sttle n dy jnji yg dy kn jge rlationship kter owg..ok..law nk ikt kn..mmg byk sgt ujian yg allah bg kt aq ngn dy mse kt kem..p aq ngn dy try sttle ngn cra yg elok...dr ctu lh ktidakpstian prsaan aq tmbul...ADAKAH AQ DH JTH ATY NGN DY...????N ADKH AQ MLE CKER KT DY..???JENG2....
Mmg ak kliru gler...last aq kt kem..dy de bg kt aq bnge ros ngn cncin..mmg sweet gler r..law pn tme 2..dy trpkse past kt kwn aq spya bg kt aq coz mne lh smpt nk jpe2 nie..law nk jpe n brckp ngn dy mmg x r..6pak kt ckgu kem..mmpus d krje kn...so hny ngn fon jer lh....huhuuhuhuu.....
nsb bdn...Aq de gk bik pic ngn dy..aq sruh ckgu kt kem aq cuci..aq 1 n dy 1..law igt blik..dy mmg sweet..p 1 jer dy nie..dy mmg bdk2 n sngal...tmt jer kem..kter owg stll cple..n aq cm bse..r..kkliruan trhdp prsaan stll de..dr ctu aq byk knl dy..dy dr yg cker mg0n lwt,slat slalu tggl,mlz lh gk n pe yg pntg seowg yg cpt ptus ase...aq try nchat kt dy..p 1 jer yg slalu aq bgtw dy...plezz yer...jgn brbah krne aq..coz law dy brbah krne aq,skjp jer..law aq break, dy jd ngn skp lme dy..n tlg brbah krne dr sndr yg nk..2 lh yg slalu aq ckp...alhmdulillah..dy smkn brbah...aq ske tgk prbhan dy.dr shari ker shari...dlm mse yg sme..aq lk xptus2 bg dy test..coz aq nk tgk dy than x ngn skp aq n sjauh mne keikhlsan dy trhdp aq...d ctu gk lh aq dpt knl dy nie cmner....huhuhuhu...dy seowg yg sgt sbr..aq bg test pe pn dy sbr jer..dy xnah pn mra kt aq,xnah mlnting,xnah mrjuk,dy xnah kngkong aq,lawpn aq nk kua ngn spe...dy plk jns yg yg cker smpn lu pe yg dy xcker..p..ble dh mra..ya allah..xmkn d pjuk..n kuat gler jlez dy...dy gk cker ftsal..law dh maen ftsal..hurmm...mmg x r ngn aq..nk wt cmner kn dh nme pn boy..sbr jer lh..xkn aq nk hlang kgiatan dy lk..mlmpau r 2...our rlationshp hny dpt brthan cm5.. 27/12/2009...4 bln jer aq cple ngn dy...cdh gk r..p tme 2 aq yg mtx break coz aq tkt aq xdpt bg prhtian kt dy..yer r,aq kn dh msuk stdy..dy pn msuk stdy gk..p dy xptus2 tggu aq..spya aq blik kt dy smula...mmg dy sbr gler r..pas kter owg break..aq xnah lyn dy ngn baek..slalu mra dy..xnah pn msg dy...law dy col..aq wt bd0 jer..mmg slalu xde m0dal r...cian gk kt dy...thn dy trus mnyepi kn dr...lam tmp0h 2..aq ase cm dri aq ks0ng..snyi gler n miz gler kt dy...dr ctu lh aq sdr yg aq xleh idp tnpa dy..n aq syg gler kt dy...p aq ttp ngn ego aq..law pn dh thu yg aq syg n miz kt dy..aq xnah col n msg dy pn...nk gk bia dy msg n col aq lu...agk lme dy xmsg n col aq..tme 2 aq pk..hurmm...msti dy dh de pnganti aq..yg lbh baek dr aq...cdh gler...tut2..nk jd kn cter..cm5 gk akhr ny..msg dr dy kt f0n aq..mmg epy xtrkata r...tme 2..hny allah jer yg thu..ego ttp ego...lam tmpoh 2 gk lh..aq knl ngn ex-gf dy...
perghhhh......seksi gler wa ckp lu...mmg cntk r.....law d bndg kn ngn aq....eemmm...mmg jauh gler cm bmi ngn mthari r....dy mmg pndai brgya n gya dy lk up 2 date u..mmg waaaallllahhh..r....
aq lk jns smple gulz n mmg aq akui..aq mmg xpndai brgaya n aq xcker seksi...bg aq,dri aq hny utk suami aq..bkn utk tntonan umum....mlm 2...aq mngis coz aq tkt sgt khlngan dy...dh lh ex-gf dy seksi..n aq tkt law dy brbah aty..hurmmm....mmg x r..dy nk pndang aq blik..kn..so aq gne lh knsep rhda...Dr aq stdy kt UITM MCHANG n skrg aq dh stdy kt UITM DUNGUN,dy stll gk tggu aq..D ctu aq dh de kwn baek yg slalu ngn aq..ssah n snang aq..aq brsyukur sgt..coz dpt kwn yg cm 2.....kbykkan law aq de prob..kt dy owg lh aq cter...aq gk byk cter sal iki kt dy owg...so nk jdikan cter,mlm 2 aq tez dy lawpn aq tw yg...ecok ny aq nk test PAD sbjek bg cos aq...aq pn test dy gne fon ezaty ..roomate aq n skli gus..kwn baek aq...aq sruh ezaty yg rply msg dy..n dy lyn..aq sruh ezaty myamar jd spe2 jer lh...akhr ny aq sruh ezaty ckp leh x nk kwn ngn dy n tny dy..dy dh de gf lum....??????....dy accept ezaty jd kwn dy n leh lk dy ckp..yg dy xde gf...mmg pnaz jer time 2...mmg lh aq ngn dy dh break..p leh lk dy bgga coz dy dh break ngn aq n accept spe2 jer jd kwn dy..walhal...dy xknl..nth dr mner bdk 2...nth baek ker n nth ape ker....ish...mmg pnaz r time 2....ase nk bg pnamp0r jer....law dkt..mmg mkn pnamp0r..dh..p nsb baek jauh...2 lh prgduhan yg trbsr lh agk ny aq ngn dy....dy col,aq wt bd0 jer..aq xnk ckp ngn dy lgsg..aq mmg cm 2..law dh mra..jgn col aq time 2..coz 6ti jd brtmbh bsr prgduhan...ezaty ngn alfa try bg nchat kt aq...dy owg bgtw aq..try dgr lu explaination dy..than..after thz..wt lh kptsan...thn aq dgr..lh..p leh lk dy bgtw aq..juz kwn jer kut...
wah brtmbh pnaz ag...ko owg jgn slh phm..aq xmra law dy nk kwn ngn spe2...cme aq xcker cra dy..coz maen accept jer spe2..law aq..thu lk dy mra n jlez..so sme r ngn aq...xkn dy leh mra n jlez kt aq...p aq xleh....mmg wak lu r....kn....mmg time 2..aq bnci gler r ngn dy...cm2 kua..sakai lh,bdoh lh,cm taek r,cm2 r...aq mmg xnah r..nk mra owg cm5 cm 2 skli..p kjdian ari 2 mmg wt aq tui2 mra.....yg lwk ny...leh lk kwn dy pjuk aq..dh dy pjuk..xjln gk..so kwn dy col aq..n ckp kt aq...hny aq jer yg dy syg dr dlu cm5 skrg..lam aty dy hny de aq jer...agk lwk...cm5 aq glak sowg2...hahaha...aq amt hrgai..pe yg kwn dy lkukan utk dy...ezaty ngn alfa pn bg nchat skli ag kt aq...dy sruh aq bg pluang skli ag utk dy...spya iki leh bkti kn..keikhlsan n sjauh mner dy syg kt aq...
so ngn lfaz....BISMILLAHHIROHMANIROHIM...aq ng dy..cple blik...cm5 skrg...skrg aq dh psti yg dy lah yg aq syg...n aq nk....aq brharap sgt...bia lh dy adlh jdh aq..dnia n akhrt....n pe yg pling pntg aq nk sgt jd yg hlal utk dy.....
2 lh ksh aq...d mner dlu dy yg aq xcker....mnjdi brtmbah syg n dr yg xde prsaan....mnjdi tman lam aty aq skrg..cme xpsti lk bnge pe....kuang3....hahahahhaha.... skrg law aq cmbine blik dr mula2 aq cple n rjuk blik...dh gnap 1 thun aq cple ngn dy....n lam mse 1 thn aq xnah jpe dy ag...huhuhuhu
mtx2 lh kkal cm5 ker jnjang plmin......
aminnnnnnnnn.......
nchat aq pd smue..jgn lh kter trlalu ego..coz 6ti jd cm aq..d sbb kn ego..aq hmpir khlngan owg yg aq syg n skrg dy dh pcah kn ego aq....hargai lh owg yg mncintai kter....coz insyaallah..cnta yg ikhlas brsrta ngn doa akn d brkati oleh allah s.w.t.....bia lh kter mncntai seseowg coz allah n terima smue klmhan n klbihan dy..jgn lh kter ubah dy..bia lh dy sndri yg brbah coz dy sndri yg nk....yg 2 lbh elok....lam rlationship gk..kter sptut ny prcye,jjur,n mltak kn dri kter d tmpt dy..d ctu bwu lh kter thu..bgaimner situation dy ari2...jgn asyik nk brkepik jer....6ti naek bwink lk...pe yg pntg...sblum mncntai seseowg.....cntai lh dri kter n allah s.w.t...n slalu igt dr mner asl usul kter...insyaallah...our rlation akn kkal n d brkati.....
smlt bramal....^____^
(PEACE NO WAR)........(BETUL3)....
sekian trima ksih....n ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....


Monday, December 6, 2010

impian aq....

(my honey bunny sis)
(my special sis)
law cter sal impian@lbh d knli sbgai dream..wah inggeris lk aq...mmg ssah nk ckp..coz scra basic ny lh kn..impian owg kn kait kn ngn ape yg kter cita2 kn...n scra am ny kter akn dgr owg ckp...emmmm.....law dh brjye nk bwk ayah ibu g wt umrah,nk kje yg elok,nk brjya lam idup...law impian yg cmnie..mmg lgsg xdramtik...try lh dramatik ckt..bwu kaw impian 2...nie x..ari2 aysik kter dgr owg ckp bnde yg sme tntg impian....so bored....
hahhahahha......jgn igt aq xde impian....law MAYA de impian...alah MAYA lam cter ADAMAYA 2...kt tv3 ....aq pn de impian gk...p aq xthu lh..sme de impian aq nie trcpai @x...coz ajal maut cmue ktntuan allah....mner lh thu..aq plan2 ngn impian aq..cm2...tbe2..de yg dtg mnjemput aq...lk...utk slma-lama ny...huhhuhuhuhu....ya allah..mtx jauh lh lu...bia lh impian aq tr cpai lu...n byk wt    phla..yg pntg aq dh wtpe yg allah sruh...insyaallah...aq akn brsdia...
Mmg lh impian aq pn cm ko owg gk...nk brjaya,nk bwk fmly aq g umrah,nk de umah bsr,kereta bsr,n cmue lh yg bsr2...p xnk lh suami yg bsr2...hahahahhhahaha...
brgr0w ajer....laq ko owg nk thu impian aq....j0m bce tntg impian aq...
jeng2.....aq..mmpnyai byk impian..p antra impian yg aq nk sgt..adlh....
aq nk tgk adeq aq yg n0 2 leh brjln n yg pling pntg leh bwk dri ble dy dh bsr..aq xnk tgk dy d ejek oleh owg laen yg mmpnyai ksmpurnaan...coz adeq aq xlh smpurna cm kmu smue...adeq aq sowg yg tbah..law pn dy xleh brjln cm insan yg laen..p mmpnyai smgat yg kuat utk brjln..law ko owg nk thu..dy cm5 mngis coz try bljar brjln gk law pn skt....kdg2..aq tgk dy..lbh2 ag wktu ptg..bdk2 kt umah slalu ejek dy..coz dy xleh jln..p dy wt bdo jer...dy xksh pe owg nk ckp kt dy..dy ttp epy kn dr dy...law pn aq thu yg dy sgt2 trgin nk naek bskal cm owg laen,nk prgi sek bse bkn khas..dy trigin nk pkai bju cm princess...p 2 cmue dy xdpt..coz dy xleh brdri lbh lme...
aq sdh ble igt kn dy..aq nah trpk..cmner lh 6ti law d tkdir kn allah..aq prgi dlu..spe lh yg akn sggp jge adeq aq..aq xsggp owg hina adeq aq...coz 2 cmue bkn khndak dy..dy d lhr kn smpurna..p d sbb kn kslpan seowg dkt0r tlh mmsnah kn mse dpn dy...APAKAH 2 CMUE ADIL UTK ADEQ AQ...???AQ TNY....ADKAH ADIL..???mngapa mnusia skrg ble tgk insan yg xsmpurna d ejek,d ksri,d hina,d maki...hny krna dy insan yg lmah...p kmu cmue x 6pak..d sblik ketidak smprnaan dy..de klbhan yg lbh tggi dr kmu cmue yg d anugrah kn pd insan nie...aq kdg2 xphm ngn pmhaman mnsia skrg,mreka lbh agung2 kn dr mreka n mghina insan yg lmh...kter sptut ny igt,bhwa xde mnsia d mka bumi nie yg smpurna..kcuali owg yg d khndaki oleh allah s.w.t..
2 mrupekan impian aq...yg aq arp akn jd knyataan....
impian yg ke-2 adlh...aq nk sgt mrsai ksh syg dr seowg ayh....n mmpnyai kluarga yg bhgia cm owg laen...law nk cter sal fmly aq..agk xelok..bia lh rhsia....smjak aq d lhir kn ke dnia nie..aq xnah pn mrsai ksh syg dr seowg insan yg brname ayah...mmg aq de ayah..p ayah hny skdar nme...shje..ksh syg dr ny xnah aq rsai...yg aq rsai adlh kbncian yg amt sgt...aq thu..mmbnci ayah adlh trglong dlm dsa bsr..bak kta pepatah law xde ngin..mse kn pkok brgyang...dy sndri yg wt aq bnci ngn dr ny...hurmm....bia lh..pe2 pn aq dh mp kn dy..yg slbih ny..2 ursan dy ngn allah..agpn aq xde hk nk hkum dy...coz aq bkn lh spe2...hny lh seowg ank n hmbe kpd sang pncipta....
impian ke-3 aq ia lh...aq nk sgt...bljar bhse korea n jepun...aq mmg mnt gler r bhse korea n jepun nie..coz bhse yg agk unik n ssah nk bljr...agpn aq mmg pmnat korea n jepun...kt laptop mama n pc kt umah pnuh lgu dri smue band n pnyanyi aq de...movie2 pn aq de...cm5 cm 2 skli mnt ny aq kt bhse korea n jepun nie..ko owg nk thu x...aq nk brjnji ngn seowg insan nie..yg aq kn brsaha frther stdy aq kt korea@jepun... bg myempurnakn impian aq...n sbgai hbuan ny..dy ckp ngn aq..tmt jer stdy aq kt korea@jepun, col@msg dy..ble aq nk blik n dy kn tggu aq kt KLIA..n bwk aq g btik ZARA...coz dy nk aq sndri yg plih...hahahahahha...mmg lwk...r..p aq jnji..aq kn tnai kn kta2 aq..coz aq dh brjnji..n aq xkn mgkri jnji aq kt dy....p sbnar ny..aq xksh sgt sal ZARA 2..coz btik ZARA ssah nk cri yg tui2 hlal...kbykkan ksut2 kt ctu cmue klit cik B...law pkaian 2 xtaw lh lk.....pe yg pntg..impian aq trcpai...insyaallah....
impian aq yg ke-4 ialah..aq nk sgt...bke tmpt owg2 tua n knk2 istimewa...coz aq cker tmpt yg cmnie..kt ctu aq ase lbh amn n aq ase hlg sgle pnat lelah aq..ngn tgk glagak mreka...bg aq..mreka lbh mmerlukan kter..coz kbykkan insan2 nie...pd pmkiran mnsia skrg..ia x lh pntg sgt..bah kn xprlu pn...aq xksh law idp ngn mreka coz aq dh bse n aq hny brpgang 1 jer...aq kn sntiasa igt asal-usul aq...dr mner aq dtg n kpd spe aq kn kmbli....yg pntg..smue mnsia d ats mke bmi nie adlh sme..xkre dy smpurna@x...coz xde yg smpurna....
Dan impian yg last aq adlh....aq nk wt novel khaz utk suami aq n mgelilingi dnia...ngn owg yg aq syg...lam novel 2 6ti ..aq kn cter bgaimner aq ngn si dy brtemu n cmue ksh tntg aq n dy....pht mnis..cmue akn aq tlis lam 2....dan duit dr pmran n jualn bku 6ti aq akn agih kn kpd insan yg mmerlukan...mgelilingi dnia jge slh 1 dr impian aq..aq tringin nk mgelilingi dnia ngn seowg insan yg aq syg... kmne sje...p tmpt yg pling aq nk g adlh..tmpt 7 keajaiban dnia...aq nk sgt tgk..kt mner ajaib ny..n bgaimner tmpt 2 d nme kn cm 2......
2 cmue adlh impian yg aq nk sgt ia trcpai...dan aq arp aq dpt merealisasi kn impian aq spya mnjdi knyataan...ngn usha yg kuat n slalu brdoa kpd allah sw.t...insyaallah..n aq prcye..impian aq kn jd knyataan..
AMIN.................
SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH....^__^

Sunday, May 23, 2010

mungKin kah dy yg aK cri....^__^

slm..pd cmue yg sdi mmbce kisah aq nie....
ksh nie agk lcu coz aq ngn dy sme2 xknl....
n yg pling pntg sme2 xnah de prsaan pn..
Dy yg aq knl..hurmmm...
sombong gler... dh lh pndek,btak,mke cm cina n yg pling pntg xencem pn..
p aq agk hairan cm mne lh aq leh sngkut ngn dy..
OH GOD!!!!!.....
Nver mine..pe yg pntg aq epy ngn dy law pn aq ngn dy slalu gduh..
nie cmue aq lh pny psl...ia r..asyik test dy jer..
hahahahahhaha......mmg lcu law igt blik...
aq knl dy kt PLKN..wah gtu..hahahahahha...Kbnyakkan owg akn ckp..hurmm..
law kt PLKN..mmg xkn lme lh coz ikt kntrak...2 lh yg slalu owg ckp..p pd aq..aq ssah nk jth aty..
so dh jth aty nie..mmg ssah nk ptus..coz aq kn syg dy cm aq syg dri aq sndri...
aq mse mle2 mnjejakkn kaki ker KEM BUKIT BESAR,KULIM KEDAH..mmg seowg yg low profil..aq lbh ske sndri n pe yg pntg xde owg knl aq..cme bdk2 yg 1 bas ngn aq jer akn knl aq..p juz bdk gulz jer lh..xkn lh nk pr0m0te nme kut..
aje gler..hahahahha...owg yg firt2 aq knl mse aq naek bas nk g PLKN 2...adlh..ARA,AYU N ZIRA..aq mmg rpt gler r ngn dy owg..trutma skli ZIRA..bg aq she is so kind person,caring,soft n more lh..owg kta leh wt jd mnantu r..fisrt clz gtu...bkn cm aq..hny allah jer yg thu..hahahha
Idp d kem byk bnde yg aq pljari cnt0h ny skp mnsia..dr ctu aq leh bljar yg mner leh wt kwn n yg mne leh wt lwn..kt ctu gk aq d bri cm2 ujian dr allah..p nk xnk aq kne sbr coz aq brpgang pd 1 jer..skrg ak kt tmpt owg so wt dont know jer@lbh d knli sbgai wt bdoh jer...so perfect...
0k..brblik pd st0ry ak yg asl..mmg ak mle2  low profil..yer lh xknl spe2..p ble dh knl..wah ku tnjuk skp ku yg sbnr ny..gtu..bak kta ment0r..tnjuk ajr ku sifu..hahahhha...aq rmai kwn kt ctu..aq nie seowg yg cker snyum n cker tgur spe2 jer law pn owg 2 aq xknl..coz dr ctu lh aq akn knl mrka...n dr ctu gk lh trjd ny 1 ksh d mner aq d tduh mrmpas bf bdk2 kt ctu...aq xnah pn trlnts nk rmpas-mrmpas nie..coz xleh pape pn..mmg cdh..time 2,owg yg pling prt ngn aq lk zira ngn dy..jeng2...n0 kntr0vesi....hahahaha..sblum aq rpt ngn dy,aq xthu pn yg dy asyik usha aq...
bngga lk ase...gonjol lh aq nie kn..hahahha..aq knl dy tme kter owg nk wt presntation utk cmpany charlie..2 nme cmpany aq taw..cmpany yg pling hot n vote gtu..time 2 aq ngh wrne bndera..tbe2 jer dy ngn kwn dy dtg tgr aq..dy tny nme aq..p aq ckp aq xde nme..coz aq xnk owg thu..bse lh kerek lh kta kn time 2...sblum presntation,aq trmra lk kt dy..bkn ny sngja..dh dy tbe lk nk trik dr..gtl lbh..owg dh elok2 ssun,dy lk wt hal..so ngn ase bgga ny aq pn mra r dy,aq ckp xnk ker nk ker kne gk coz dh ssun..emm..pdn mke..kn aq dh mra..p lps 2 aq mtx mp blik ngn dy..dr ctu lh aq ngn dy smkn rpt..dy tny nme aq,so aq pn bgtw lh nme aq..thn aq tny nme dy lk..dy ckp nme dy..iki n nme pnuh ALFIN ZIKRI..brmula lh sesi prknlan ntra aq ngn dy..hahahahha...
aq slalu ejek dy ckp dy smbong ngn aq..hahahaha...mmg jht..kt sne mmg rmai boy yg knl aq n nk kwn ngn aq..dy nah ckp yg aq nie kn h0t kt kem..so xnk r ejas..coz bdk 1 dorm ngn dy cker gler kt aq..adui mmg pyah time 2..dh lh ngn owg ckp aq cm 2..mmg bntu gler r..aq mse 2 xnah trpk pn nk cple2 nie..coz aq dh srik d prmaen kn..skt wa ckp lu...p d sbb kn lri dr ftnah owg n xnk owg kta,aq wt 1 kptsan yg amt drstik..aq mtx cple ngn dy...dy mmg trkjut gler r..dh aq maen srang xpkai hlmet..tme 2 aq xbgtw dy pn pe sbb ny aq nk cple ngn dy..bkn krne aq cker kt dy..p krne trpkse..aq kcian gk kt dy coz trpkse jd kn dy kmbing itam aq..mjur lh de zira.aq luah kn kt dy pe yg aq dh wt..zira pn trkjut bruk wa ckp lu..mner xny,cker pn x,de aty pn x..tbe2 thu dh cple..mmg gler r...zira pn nchat kn aq spya brtrus trang ngn dy coz tkt 6ti owg ckp aq hny maen kn prsaan owg n 6ti owg aim aq lk..so ngn brani ny,aq brtrus trang ngn dy..alhmdulillah..dy leh accept..coz tme 2 pn dy agk plik gk coz aq tbe2 jer mtx cple ngn dy...p xpe d sbb kn dy mmg dh de aty kt aq dr mle2 knl aq..dy xksh..jnji aq ngn dy..dy mmg baek sgt..2 lh fsrt2 aq jpe boy yg baek sgt..huhuhuhuhuhu....aq..pn cple lh ngn dy..p d sbb kn aq xde feelng kt dy n aq xpsti ngn feelng aq sndri..aq jd acuh xacuh lk nk kt dy..aq pn mg0n sgt tme 2..aq xthu nk wtpe...aq try nk de feelng kt dy p ttp xleh....ish....ase tme 2 lh..aq ase brslh ngn dri  dy...ngn tkdr allah..ari 2 tbe2 aq 6pak de gulz laen pgang pipi dy..mmg mnah 2 bkin wa pnaz je...aq pn trus lri msuk clz coz time 2 de claz...aq xbrckp sptah pn..lam claz..ckgu kem tny..aq jwb sptah..ckgu agk plik gk ngn prbhan aq..n kwn2 pn plik...ktika 2 aq gdh ngn zira coz de owg yg try rsak kn prshbtan kter owg..brtmbh ag sdh aq..lam dorm aq d knli sbgai adeq..so aq de mami..mami ak lh tny npe aq agk plik n aq pn luah lh kt dy..so mami tlg aq slesai kn mslah ak ngn iki..nie..aq jpe n aq ckp ngn dy..lam aty nie ckp cmnie lk,wak lu aq lum ag pgang ko..ko dh bg mnah cna lk...mmg pnaz gler r tme 2..law greng ikn aq ase maw trbkar ikn 2...nk tnjk ny..mmg mra r..akhr ny..mslh aq ngn iki sttle n dy jnji yg dy kn jge rlationship kter owg..ok..law nk ikt kn..mmg byk sgt ujian yg allah bg kt aq ngn dy mse kt kem..p aq ngn dy try sttle ngn cra yg elok...dr ctu lh ktidakpstian prsaan aq tmbul...ADAKAH AQ DH JTH ATY NGN DY...????N ADKH AQ MLE CKER KT DY..???JENG2....
Mmg ak kliru gler...last aq kt kem..dy de bg kt aq bnge ros ngn cncin..mmg sweet gler r..law pn tme 2..dy trpkse past kt kwn aq spya bg kt aq coz mne lh smpt nk jpe2 nie..law nk jpe n brckp ngn dy mmg x r..6pak kt ckgu kem..mmpus d krje kn...so hny ngn fon jer lh....huhuuhuhuu.....
nsb bdn...Aq de gk bik pic ngn dy..aq sruh ckgu kt kem aq cuci..aq 1 n dy 1..law igt blik..dy mmg sweet..p 1 jer dy nie..dy mmg bdk2 n sngal...tmt jer kem..kter owg stll cple..n aq cm bse..r..kkliruan trhdp prsaan stll de..dr ctu aq byk knl dy..dy dr yg cker mg0n lwt,slat slalu tggl,mlz lh gk n pe yg pntg seowg yg cpt ptus ase...aq try nchat kt dy..p 1 jer yg slalu aq bgtw dy...plezz yer...jgn brbah krne aq..coz law dy brbah krne aq,skjp jer..law aq break, dy jd ngn skp lme dy..n tlg brbah krne dr sndr yg nk..2 lh yg slalu aq ckp...alhmdulillah..dy smkn brbah...aq ske tgk prbhan dy.dr shari ker shari...dlm mse yg sme..aq lk xptus2 bg dy test..coz aq nk tgk dy than x ngn skp aq n sjauh mne keikhlsan dy trhdp aq...d ctu gk lh aq dpt knl dy nie cmner....huhuhuhu...dy seowg yg sgt sbr..aq bg test pe pn dy sbr jer..dy xnah pn mra kt aq,xnah mlnting,xnah mrjuk,dy xnah kngkong aq,lawpn aq nk kua ngn spe...dy plk jns yg yg cker smpn lu pe yg dy xcker..p..ble dh mra..ya allah..xmkn d pjuk..n kuat gler jlez dy...dy gk cker ftsal..law dh maen ftsal..hurmm...mmg x r ngn aq..nk wt cmner kn dh nme pn boy..sbr jer lh..xkn aq nk hlang kgiatan dy lk..mlmpau r 2...our rlationshp hny dpt brthan cm5.. 27/12/2009...4 bln jer aq cple ngn dy...cdh gk r..p tme 2 aq yg mtx break coz aq tkt aq xdpt bg prhtian kt dy..yer r,aq kn dh msuk stdy..dy pn msuk stdy gk..p dy xptus2 tggu aq..spya aq blik kt dy smula...mmg dy sbr gler r..pas kter owg break..aq xnah lyn dy ngn baek..slalu mra dy..xnah pn msg dy...law dy col..aq wt bd0 jer..mmg slalu xde m0dal r...cian gk kt dy...thn dy trus mnyepi kn dr...lam tmp0h 2..aq ase cm dri aq ks0ng..snyi gler n miz gler kt dy...dr ctu lh aq sdr yg aq xleh idp tnpa dy..n aq syg gler kt dy...p aq ttp ngn ego aq..law pn dh thu yg aq syg n miz kt dy..aq xnah col n msg dy pn...nk gk bia dy msg n col aq lu...agk lme dy xmsg n col aq..tme 2 aq pk..hurmm...msti dy dh de pnganti aq..yg lbh baek dr aq...cdh gler...tut2..nk jd kn cter..cm5 gk akhr ny..msg dr dy kt f0n aq..mmg epy xtrkata r...tme 2..hny allah jer yg thu..ego ttp ego...lam tmpoh 2 gk lh..aq knl ngn ex-gf dy...
perghhhh......seksi gler wa ckp lu...mmg cntk r.....law d bndg kn ngn aq....eemmm...mmg jauh gler cm bmi ngn mthari r....dy mmg pndai brgya n gya dy lk up 2 date u..mmg waaaallllahhh..r....
aq lk jns smple gulz n mmg aq akui..aq mmg xpndai brgaya n aq xcker seksi...bg aq,dri aq hny utk suami aq..bkn utk tntonan umum....mlm 2...aq mngis coz aq tkt sgt khlngan dy...dh lh ex-gf dy seksi..n aq tkt law dy brbah aty..hurmmm....mmg x r..dy nk pndang aq blik..kn..so aq gne lh knsep rhda...Dr aq stdy kt UITM MCHANG n skrg aq dh stdy kt UITM DUNGUN,dy stll gk tggu aq..D ctu aq dh de kwn baek yg slalu ngn aq..ssah n snang aq..aq brsyukur sgt..coz dpt kwn yg cm 2.....kbykkan law aq de prob..kt dy owg lh aq cter...aq gk byk cter sal iki kt dy owg...so nk jdikan cter,mlm 2 aq tez dy lawpn aq tw yg...ecok ny aq nk test PAD sbjek bg cos aq...aq pn test dy gne fon ezaty ..roomate aq n skli gus..kwn baek aq...aq sruh ezaty yg rply msg dy..n dy lyn..aq sruh ezaty myamar jd spe2 jer lh...akhr ny aq sruh ezaty ckp leh x nk kwn ngn dy n tny dy..dy dh de gf lum....??????....dy accept ezaty jd kwn dy n leh lk dy ckp..yg dy xde gf...mmg pnaz jer time 2...mmg lh aq ngn dy dh break..p leh lk dy bgga coz dy dh break ngn aq n accept spe2 jer jd kwn dy..walhal...dy xknl..nth dr mner bdk 2...nth baek ker n nth ape ker....ish...mmg pnaz r time 2....ase nk bg pnamp0r jer....law dkt..mmg mkn pnamp0r..dh..p nsb baek jauh...2 lh prgduhan yg trbsr lh agk ny aq ngn dy....dy col,aq wt bd0 jer..aq xnk ckp ngn dy lgsg..aq mmg cm 2..law dh mra..jgn col aq time 2..coz 6ti jd brtmbh bsr prgduhan...ezaty ngn alfa try bg nchat kt aq...dy owg bgtw aq..try dgr lu explaination dy..than..after thz..wt lh kptsan...thn aq dgr..lh..p leh lk dy bgtw aq..juz kwn jer kut...
wah brtmbh pnaz ag...ko owg jgn slh phm..aq xmra law dy nk kwn ngn spe2...cme aq xcker cra dy..coz maen accept jer spe2..law aq..thu lk dy mra n jlez..so sme r ngn aq...xkn dy leh mra n jlez kt aq...p aq xleh....mmg wak lu r....kn....mmg time 2..aq bnci gler r ngn dy...cm2 kua..sakai lh,bdoh lh,cm taek r,cm2 r...aq mmg xnah r..nk mra owg cm5 cm 2 skli..p kjdian ari 2 mmg wt aq tui2 mra.....yg lwk ny...leh lk kwn dy pjuk aq..dh dy pjuk..xjln gk..so kwn dy col aq..n ckp kt aq...hny aq jer yg dy syg dr dlu cm5 skrg..lam aty dy hny de aq jer...agk lwk...cm5 aq glak sowg2...hahaha...aq amt hrgai..pe yg kwn dy lkukan utk dy...ezaty ngn alfa pn bg nchat skli ag kt aq...dy sruh aq bg pluang skli ag utk dy...spya iki leh bkti kn..keikhlsan n sjauh mner dy syg kt aq...
so ngn lfaz....BISMILLAHHIROHMANIROHIM...aq ng dy..cple blik...cm5 skrg...skrg aq dh psti yg dy lah yg aq syg...n aq nk....aq brharap sgt...bia lh dy adlh jdh aq..dnia n akhrt....n pe yg pling pntg aq nk sgt jd yg hlal utk dy.....
2 lh ksh aq...d mner dlu dy yg aq xcker....mnjdi brtmbah syg n dr yg xde prsaan....mnjdi tman lam aty aq skrg..cme xpsti lk bnge pe....kuang3....hahahahhaha.... skrg law aq cmbine blik dr mula2 aq cple n rjuk blik...dh gnap 1 thun aq cple ngn dy....n lam mse 1 thn aq xnah jpe dy ag...huhuhuhu
mtx2 lh kkal cm5 ker jnjang plmin......
aminnnnnnnnn.......
nchat aq pd smue..jgn lh kter trlalu ego..coz 6ti jd cm aq..d sbb kn ego..aq hmpir khlngan owg yg aq syg n skrg dy dh pcah kn ego aq....hargai lh owg yg mncintai kter....coz insyaallah..cnta yg ikhlas brsrta ngn doa akn d brkati oleh allah s.w.t.....bia lh kter mncntai seseowg coz allah n terima smue klmhan n klbihan dy..jgn lh kter ubah dy..bia lh dy sndri yg brbah coz dy sndri yg nk....yg 2 lbh elok....lam rlationship gk..kter sptut ny prcye,jjur,n mltak kn dri kter d tmpt dy..d ctu bwu lh kter thu..bgaimner situation dy ari2...jgn asyik nk brkepik jer....6ti naek bwink lk...pe yg pntg...sblum mncntai seseowg.....cntai lh dri kter n allah s.w.t...n slalu igt dr mner asl usul kter...insyaallah...our rlation akn kkal n d brkati.....
smlt bramal....^____^
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